PAST LOVE

MEET; You meet and the intoxication of you two is so crazy you cant get enough of them. You chat them up to your friends and your family. You go out and you have the first kiss and it taste like your favorite wine.

DATE; You taste those lips again to see if it was really true that those lips taste like a fine wine and they really do, so you take it all in,the beauty, the structure; its all inviting and you wonder if its like fine dining. So you decided to indulge in the sweet treat and then these feeling start come inside

THIS is  LOVE? :
I cant stop thinking about you ,I want to call you on my break , I want to serve you on lunch. I want to hurry to get home and get a hug or two. I want to now make love to you. I been missing you and its only been 8hrs from the last time I seen you,but it feels like forever. I'll do whatever you ask me to . All I want is to please you. I dont have much. All I have is my love and time,I am here to offer you that if you are true. Is my love for you.

HATE;
You hate me. nothing I do is good enough for you. I thought this was love for you too,but I see now that you where not true; I have no anger, I just wanted your love, but I guess now its over and we are through.CHALLENGE; Now that this love is over ,how do I get over you? I cant stop thinking of you ,because I was in love with you. It happen so fast, I knew it would last,but you had other plans with your heart and left me feeling like an A$$. I pray that I get over you,but one thing is true I will never stop ,loving you. I must move on and find love just for me and I will not allow this love that I have for me to cloud my judgement of my possible future,because I have more love to give and I am sure that there is love out there waiting for me. ...More
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CONFUSED AND BITTER

alter ego

She foster my dreams I wish she was apart of my reality,but that will never happen. See she is a CEO and I am way below the poverty line. So there is no way that she can see my light shine. I watch her as she leaves her office in her Ann Taylor suits,Mmmm she is so fukin cute. Her bob haircut it is exact,never out of place. I wonder if she took a chance with me could I make her happy. Give her all the love that she yearns for ;Man I adore her. She is high profile and I am not in her game. Hell I dont even know if she wld date me,you know another she. Until I will sit from a far and enjoy her in my dreams.

The music is finally gone,you that music that thump thru my veins and called out his name. its never gonna be the same. I use to reach for him in my dreams and screamed when he lied between my thighs. But now i have open my eyes to the reality that is before me. he has nothing else to do with me. So I must leave and return to my fantasy. My reality will never be with you.

15 Mins

All I have is 15mins for a break and there are not alot of things you can do in 15mins, but I am sure if I can be creative I can come up with a few.

DO IT FOR ME

I would love to see you in this. all dolled up and ready for pain. I wld tie you to the X and hand cuff you, break out the wip and spank you. I would love to see nipple clips to give you a little pain and slap your face to make you obey. Would you wear this for me? Would you allow little ole me to dom you and force you to cum pass your limits to straight exhaustion. I want you; please come too me .

Alter EGO

She came by last night with her sundress on and I was looking so hard to see what was under there . I wonder if she had on panties to match her sundress or did the panties match her shoes. I have to avoid to much eye contact because there this thing between her and I that can not be spoken and if I look to long the story will be told. It will tell the story of lust and I how I long to have her thick thighs rub across my face and the smoothness of her candylicker on my face. I want to hear her moan I want to flip her over and allow her to sit on my face. I want to grab her by her hair and make her scream my name. I want to tie her up and paint her with latex and take naughty pictures and send them everywhere. I want to dominate her ad make her swallow. I want her to my toy and make her do things that I would never do. She is my alter ego, do you have one too?